Lets.Be.Honest.

          When you really sit back and think about Your weight? Are you truly happy? I honestly don't think anyone can truly say "Yes, I Love being Big" that's similar to saying " I Love being out of breath", " I Love my legs rubbing together" and "I Love going to the store unable to find anything to wear" meanwhile weight consumes all of us, as much as someone wants to sit there and say that they are happy being fat ........THEY CANT HONESTLY BE . Even though I LOVE clothes and I Love to look nice at the end of the day I'm short changed because my mom has SO MANY awesome vintage pieces that I cant  fit!! That's a wake up call :( .... I'm not saying by any means lose weight so you can wear certain clothes ( even though that's a major PLUS) but if you don't have good  health you don't have anything. I cant wait Until the day when ALL of my weight is gone and its no longer a issue. So that I can walk Further and really relax around people. I am not going to say I'm a shy Gal-  but I often get uncomfortable in groups of people while everyone loves me and can tell me just how cute or pretty I am that still doesnt make me feel any more comfortable about being the biggest one in a group of 25-30 Year old I have to figure out where I missed the mark and quite honestly FIX IT. I don't fall into all the hype of "bigger is better".." big girls are this and big girls are that". At the end of the day its unhealthy and even though you can swear your healthy... the truth is the heart carrying all of that weight CANNOT be Healthy. I do love my self this is why it is important to challenge myself and get healthy so I can be comfortable in my own skin, OR if you like your size then "be who you be" But I want to be around to look cute a little longer, So I will continue to pursue my weight loss goals. Support is welcome :)